what has been found

They truly never go away. 

April never feels promising anymore.  I spend half of my time in front of a damning mirror.

Somehow, I continue to shape myself for eyes to see.

My belt would only get tighter and tighter. Everything I chased would come to bite me right back!

They wouldn’t be the ones to pass up a chance,

a promising chance to spit in my face. They’d love that, with either lust or aggression behind it.

They’ve already made up their minds about who I will be to them, and it’s all hidden behind a practiced smile.

But I already laid naked in those suffocating gray sheets, what else am I supposed to hide?

Dezeray Meza

wannabe writer, girl blogger, media complainer,

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